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[Jan. 26th, 2006|04:31 pm] |
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life is a rollercoaster |
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[Jan. 6th, 2006|10:36 pm] |
I need to find a brain soon
or
at least put mine to use
anyways;
life's been sucking
and NO
not because of a stupid boy or because i'm having "love" problems
it's more of i found out shocking news that really is going to ruin my attitude towards things
until July
all i have to say is
I love my big brother Leo
he's been with me through thick & thin
my protecter, guidance, & best friend
God Bless him, and god protect him while he's
"away" from home
<3 |
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[Dec. 23rd, 2005|04:05 pm] |
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This past week i've been pretending to act alright, like it wasn't a big deal to me...though it was.
trying to get my mind off of him so i won't be anymore sadder...
but you can't just let go of somone;
you'll miss all those little things you guys had.
i really did think it would last, he was such a great person to be around
i guess all those things he said to me were lies, i thought he was different from all the other boys.
he talks to me like nothing happened, and everything is alright.
that between me and him, things are good now.
i'm glad he's happy now, he just doesn't understand how bad he hurt me.
& how quickly he moved on, back to his ex-girlfriend...
i wish i could tell him all the thoughts in my head, to make him realize how much i still like him & how bad i miss him.
[i'll never compare to the other girl.] |
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[Dec. 22nd, 2005|09:20 am] |
ever missed someone so much you hate them?
yup... |
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[Dec. 21st, 2005|12:59 am] |
i always seem to get my heart brokened
over & over again |
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[Dec. 11th, 2005|07:13 pm] |
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| | umbrellas | ] |
I haven't been on this much
but,
to sum up life:
Life's at it's best
it's winter
the cold air is bitter, though I love it
i have a cuddling buddy for the cold days
let's hope he sticks with me for a while
hope all is well with everyone.
p.s
the umbrellas are the ishhh |
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[Nov. 24th, 2005|07:08 pm] |
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HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE |
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[Nov. 18th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
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I wish i was somone else |
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[Nov. 15th, 2005|09:30 pm] |
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| | TEGAN AND SARA. | ] |
Sick and tired of stupid ass girls
seriously.
Im not going to be fake anymore, and pretend I like you
when really, i fucking hate your guts.
sorry If I sound so mean, but your the one giving me shit when I didn't do anything to you. Your just asking me to hate you.
hahah dummies.
People are so two-faced its amazingggg
There was this one chick I hung out with this weekend
and honestly.
I don't like her one bit
I thought she was somone who was down to earth and somone you could talk to all the time about problems & such.
she's the complete opposite.
p.s im pretty stoked for this weekend.
me and kasey are the 'ish yo. |
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[Nov. 9th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
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| | TEGAN & SARA | ] |
"Jenny, will you just get over it?
HE MOVED ON"
When I was with him it was like everyday was the best
The days were sunnny, no problems what so ever.
And now, it's like everythings going downhill
Stressing over every little fucking problem
"what goes around, comes around"
i guess that's true. |
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[Nov. 1st, 2005|09:31 pm] |
Halloween was sick
Today wasn't great
Tired ass fuck
hope everyone was safe & had fun
p.s
i really want REAL friends
is that too much to ask?
<3 |
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[Oct. 26th, 2005|09:18 pm] |
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| | suicide silence | ] |
Today was alright :]
I saw a boy who Ive been crushing on...
I dislike it when my friends say:
"I hate seeing you down all the time, it makes me frown
All I want to see is you happy, how you usually are..."
I hate seeing my friends caring about me 24/7
I think i shouldn't tell them my problems anymore
so they wouldn't worry about me anymore
they really are great friends
I wish I could become closer to one of them
though they go to st.joes.
Well I can't wait 'til it's Friday
Me & Kasey are kicking it like the old days :]
Anyone want to join in on the fun?
It's also a minimum day which is a plus
have a good night everyone
<3 |
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[Oct. 22nd, 2005|12:49 pm] |
Honestly; Truthfully;
-I wish he would still call & ask what's upp.
-He wouldn't act awkward around me, & at least crack a smile.
Chris's little birthday party was alrite.
-I got to catch up on some of my little boys from St.Joes
[alex, pj]
-& see Kaylee D. who is amazingly beautiful.
-See Rodrigo high as fuck.
-Said Hi to Stuart, Nick was too busy to talk... :[...
-I didn't have much fun, but seeing everyone high& buzzed was funny.
Overall was just a chill night.
Even though I got in trouble, and I guess Im grounded?
wow. never happens to me, I just get the yelling...
Saturday. [YESSS!!!!]
I really wanted to hang out with Stephen since I always tell him I will.
[& never don't sadly]
But since I'm in trouble, I owe him a day dedicated to hang out.
I need to stop telling people, "Hey let's hang out"
Because it never happens, So Im going to start telling people this.
"Hey were hanging out, no excuses so call me"
maybe that will work?
Well everyone have a nice weekend now & be safe
<3
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[Oct. 19th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
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| | my aunt whistling | ] |
School was nothing special today
Being sick blows, all you do is cough your lungs out
& everyone in the class stares at you. haha it was mean
Life is great, I'm loving every single second
Girls can talk all the crap they want I really don't give a flying fuck.
Im not the one who ruined our friendship.
Im in need of true friends
somone who...isn't fake...
wow today's is Wednesday already
the week's go by so fast
[family]
My brother is stationed in Germany [he's in the airforce]
I guess he's been the only person I trust with my problems &
also my cousin. I wish I had friends like them
Thier the most important people in life.
Well just a few thoughts that were in my head...
have a good day :] |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|09:35 pm] |
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| | DEATH CAB | ] |
"Tiny Vessels"
This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark
Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day
All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."
So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me [x2]
This song kinda means something
I know what boys are thinking.
[sorry for the profanity but...]
SHIT. FUCK THEM ALLLLLL
g'night.
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|09:33 pm] |
"Tiny Vessels"
This is the moment that you know
That you told her that you loved her but you don't.
You touch her skin and then you think
That she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
Yeah, she is beautiful but she don't mean a thing to me.
I spent two weeks in Silverlake
The California sun cascading down my face
There was a girl with light brown streaks
And she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Yeah she was beautiful but she didn't mean a thing to me.
Wanted to believe in all the words that i was speaking
As we moved together in the dark
And all the friends that i was telling
And all the playful misspellings
And every bite i gave you left a mark
Tiny vessels oozed into your neck
And formed the bruises
That you said you didn't want to fade
But they did and so did i that day
All i see are dark grey clouds
In the distance moving closer with every hour
So when you ask "was something wrong?"
That i think "you're damn right there is but we can't talk about it now.
No, we can't talk about it now."
So one last touch and then you'll go
And we'll pretend that it meant something so much more
But it was vile, and it was cheap
And you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me
Yeah you are beautiful but you don't mean a thing to me [x2] |
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[Oct. 18th, 2005|08:22 pm] |
Ok so Im seriously done with boys
I always say this....but
I think this time its fo realllllll.
anyways, Im intensley bored
I think you guys should i.m me;
we were giantss
yup. |
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[Oct. 16th, 2005|07:12 pm] |
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It sucks when you want to tell the boy you like so many things that are on your mind...
Like you like them alot, miss talking to them, miss seeing them especially etc.
But then it dawns on you that there are no chances to be together, at all
And you both know it...yup sad.
I miss a boy alot, we haven't really talked in a while...or seen eachother
I tried calling him today but I just hung up
I have to start moving on, but its not easy at all
Boys tell you what you want to hear...
Or
Boys tell you something that they mean...
If he meant it he would care to call once in a while
It's not his fault...Im the one who did something stupid
Errr. this shit has been bugging me for the past two weeks.
He just can't seem to get out of my head and heart. |
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| Newww. |
[Oct. 16th, 2005|11:08 am] |
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| | Death Cab For Cutie :] | ] |
So this is my new livejournal
Everything here is new new new and refreshing
My old one was from way back, and i didnt like it.
so enjoy |
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